another day, another challenge...
Day 24, Friday: Your top 3 worst traits
1. over-thinking everything. no really. there isn't much of anything i don't totally rip to shreds in my mind over-thinking. i mean get down to the nitty-grittys. seriously. i can build something up in my head so good. its awesome. only its not. medical stuff? i have passed out (no really, i lost consciousness. not just a figure of speech) because i over-thought something so much that i overdid myself. its completely ridiculous. i wish i could turn it off. but ya. doesn't work that way.
2. worry-wort. in line with number one, i worry like a fool. someone is flying? i worry. someone is going on a road trip? i worry. someone is driving to work everyday (erm... ya)? i worry. everyday when i pray, i always start by asking for everyone i care about (that's a lot of people) to be safe. to arrive safely to work and that they are safe while they are at work and as they drive home from work. seriously. i worry so much its ridiculous. and really bad for my health as it turns out.
3. putting everyone else first. this isn't always a bad habit obviously but sometimes it can be too much. sometimes i forget to put myself and my needs first and even when i do say no, i feel too guilty to follow through and end up giving in anyway. even when i may really really need that time to do something for my job or my business or just myself. i worry so much about other people's feelings. a week ago i spent 4 hours cleaning out my sister's closet for her and then told her i needed to head home to work on business stuff. i could tell she was disappointed and it ate at me so much. i need to learn to put myself first every once in awhile.
come one, tell me yours.