Thursday, April 18, 2013

Thoughts on Thursday

• We are moving in 3 weeks. (Yikes!) And we just found out on Monday. We were hoping to move out of our apartment at the end of May and knew we would be out by the end of June no matter what (when our lease is up). But when M went to talk to the leasing office to see if we could be out a month early, they said they had a couple who was interested and we needed to be out by May 7th. And there is a film festival in the middle of that 3 weeks that I will be at. Cue stress.

• Last week at work was a very rough week and it unfortunately has caused the anxiety to return. It has been dormant for a long time (over a year) and I have felt great until last week. Now it's this underlying nagging feeling that I just hate. It's like that feeling that you forgot something when you leave for work in the morning but cannot figure out what. That's what everyday feels like with the anxiety right now. And I'm having a hard time seeing it going away anytime soon. I am trying to make steps to relieve some of the causes of the anxiety (moving out being one) but its such a slow painful process.

• Speaking of moving out and anxiety, we are temporarily moving in with my parents. It is not going to be easy at all. But it is the only viable option right now so we are rolling with the punches and taking one day at a time. With our budget set, we should have all the debts except my school loan (super low interest rate and not much left so not worried at all) paid off by the end of the year and can start rebuilding. It'll be a rough 7 months but worth it I'm sure.

• I cancelled Weight Watchers last night. I stopped using it awhile ago but just officially cancelled it. I have a lot of reasons for doing so but I plan on posting about it next week. In short, I still have a special place in my heart for WW but the new plan is not for me and I'll tell you about it next week.

• There are 5 days left on Ashley's giveaway of my grey chevron with yellow polka dot camera strap over here! Go! Enter! This is what you can win:

Hope you are having a good week!


LWLH said...

Will be praying and thinking about you and your anxiety.

Sonya said...

You will make it through. You are strong! Kick that anxiety to the curb!